Okay,
so I'm having a bad day.. nothing special, just a good old fashioned, annoyed at the world, feeling sorry for myself- bad day!!! I don't need lectures on feeling better, or how life will work out, or how sunny and wonderful the world is... nope it's not, not today! Today it just sucks.. A LOT!!!
I miss my friends, plain and simple! I want to go to the movies with Sarah, hang out and have a drink with Heidi and see Jo do something crazy we will laugh about for weeks. You can't replace that or get it over.. I miss them, I miss how simple and fun my life was... and I MISS MY FRIENDS DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm pretty pissed about it today, I should be planning a bbq with my gals, getting ready to watch firewoks over my house tomorrow. Iv'e tried to make the best of it, Im trying hard to be okay with it, Im trying to find things we enjoy doing and trying really really hard to like it here! (and I do on most days!!) but today I can truly say- I WISHED WE HAD NEVER MOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes-I yelled that!
***dont get me wrong, this has nothing to do with NC, its a lovly state, with tons of neat things to do and I am sure in time... it will be fine. (like when I move everyone out here to me =)..)***
Okay- Im done-for now!
